Episode 4 "Ask and you shall receive"

[Brenda Lowe]

Thank god we swapped! If I was still stuck on estrogen island I'd of fucking died! And I don't think this swap could of worked better for me! I love my tribe for the most part. I am not a fan of Zane's at all. Talking to him is like having sex with a brick wall. Unless it's got a hole or a pole built into it that shit aint happening. Plus really honestly I don't want him in a merge at all. I flat out don't like the kid! I am excited to work with rob he seems so legit but hey I could be fooled. It worries me he wants to keep the boys around so I'm really going to have to work on Corrine.

I hate to admit it but this may be guys Vers girls on this tribe and I think Natalie forsaw that while I was sleeping. Natalie wants it to be her me and Corrine. She wants to use the water crystal to break the tie. I agree with her except I feel like we need Rob at the merge but we shall see. Rob isn't as smart a player as I thought. He is very candid which means he's comfortable with me. Which isn't a bad thing but I spend most of my time studying how others play. Being really candid and comfortable shows me your flaws. He is very 1 dementional when is comes to strategy.

If I could get him to see my way he'd just side with us girls but I can tell he is close to Marcus. I like Marcus he's very friendly but idk how I feel about him game wise. I know how Corrine plays and honestly I am slowly liking her more and more. So I'd rather take Corrine to the merge. I don't like keeping unknown players in the game cause then you potentially get an unknown outcome in the game. And I'm not a big fan of unknown outcomes. But enough about this time I'm sleepy!

[Brenda Lowe]

The key to survival is Adaption! That goes for all aspects of life not just out here on the island. A tribe swap is a big adjustment for a lot of players and it can be hard. Unfortunately I don't trust people easily and it really bugs me that Rob wants to keep Zane because he can do late night challenges. Yeah ok so if we go to tribal a second time what will be your excuse that round? It irritates me and honestly I wouldn't put it past the guys that were on the penis tribe to want to stick together cause I don't know much about their tribe. I plan on finding out later tonight though via Matt!

I know that Natalie's tribe was a hot mess cause she didn't hold anything back. I just would hate to have to let Corrine or Natalie go home only to see the guys team up against me and whichever girl is left. So I'm going to hound info out of Matt all night if I have to. I plan on going to Corrine and begging her to see sense and if that doesn't work ill make Natalie tell her she has the crystal! Idk I'm going to at least try and protect Natalie as much as I can but I do not want to mess up my game as well!

[Brenda Lowe]

Honestly I think it's funny the tribe with the no lifers and behind the scenes players lost. It's hysterical tbh at least to me. I totally expected Stephs tribe to lose repeatedly. And honestly I kind of wanted them to. My original tribe lucked out over there and I'm hoping they all stick together and toss Adams douchebag ass out. That's what I would do! That tribe hasn't lost a single player and needs to! I'd say they are the dangerous players in this game the seven of them well except Natalie but shhh don't tell her I said that lmfao!

Everyone seems to think that Laura is this 'amazing' player but she is so unexciting I'm pretty sure she'd counter act Viagra. Nobody likes her socially! I think Adam would be the more dangerous player between the two of them and he's kind of a dick! So I'm really trying to convince Kat and Steph to team up with Eddie and get rid of him and Laura both. But back to the current problem! The new Tingbani tribe lost and more then likely Matt is out. Now will this change my game? Probably.

I already don't fully trust Rafe. Tbh I kind of feel like he is fake at least with me. So maybe if original Tingbani stays in tack I will work with them? It'd be easy numbers for me and I was pretty much the center of that tribe! I also like Rob a lot. Still not sure of Marcus but hey he's a vote! And if I can keep Natalie she would help keep Pete and Gina out of the immunity necklaces! But other then that I dunno how much help she will be. I foresee a big ass fight coming between Kat myself and Natalie. For reasons I don't wish to disclose. But know that I have a back up plan for the back up plan! And if worse comes to worse ill out myself to Gina and take her to the end

[Ted Rogers]

Oh man do you think Gina would take you to the end if she knew who you were?

[Brenda Lowe]

That depends. We are good friends but if another one of his friends are in prolly not. But I could always move further down the pecking order lol and that'd help me out