Confessionals

[Pete Yurkowski]

This is where I will post my confessionals. I will post one per episode, and I would like my thread to stay clean, so keep replies out of this thread. Thank you!

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[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode I
"It's Going To Be A Bloodbath"



The minute we started the game, we were told about the crystals twist. I think this is really interesting. It makes me feel like it is a quest. All I want is fill my bag as much as possible with as many crystals as possible, and who knows which one I will need down the road, I don't have any preference for now. Just fill that bag, plain simple.

At this point, if there is one person I don't like it is Laura. Why? Just because. I'm no dummy, I can just look at her picture and I know I don't like her. And I like Laura on the real show, but not this one. The minute I can send her home, I will. I don't even feel like communicating with her! Maybe she doesn't like me either? How sad... That was sarcastic. Okay, next subject..

My main strategy for round one was play strong for the challenge to my best ability. I spend every free minute I had on this challenge and I hope it went noticed. I don't want to speak too much strategy too early, because I don't want anyone to see me as a threat. I don't even want to talk too much game, because let's say I tell someone I don't like oversocial players and that person happens to be one, then I've cut a trustable link right there. Nobody must know exactly what my intentions are. Everybody is here to win, and to win, you need to be the one person that no one can read at time.

I don't want to lack on the social skills though, and I decided to only communicate with other players via private messages. I don't want people to reach me on AIM and for me to feel forced to talk to them for a whole useless hour and then end up talking too much game. I'm lazy enough, all I want is speak to people slowly and go unnoticed. So far I have 46 messages Inbox and Round One is not over yet. I'm sure plenty of other people in the tribe literally wasted their time speaking on AIM about useless stuff. Ew, I feel so lucky, I didn't have to go through the boring first conversations of the game. That's a hindrance, yea, maybe, we'll see.

Long term strategy? There might be a swap and there will be a merge down the road, and if I am not in the core group of my tribe or that our tribe loses numbers, I need links or at least knowledge on how the other tribe is working. That's why since we've begun I have been communicating with Stephanie from the yellow tribe. I want to eventually gain her trust enough that when the time comes, she will talk to me about the game "openly" to me and not as much to the others of my tribe, which will give me a good advantage. And this is no pre-game, I don't know a single person other than Gina and Gina doesn't even know who I am in the first place.

But I think I need to speak to somebody from the blue tribe at least... I was thinking on picking at least one person from each tribe to get a reading of both other tribes. That's it for round one.

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[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode II
"Parental Discretion Is Adviced"



So this round, I've begun talking more to Adam and I think I established at least a link where he's not gonna just go after me because he didn't talk to me. Fine enough for now.

As for Rafe, me and him talk so much, that's crazy. All I want is make him addict of me. I feel like he's in a good position in the tribe, and if I make him addict of me then he's probably just gonna go after other people first. But the reality is I have an eye on him more than he thinks.

For this round's challenge, we had to sit somebody out. Oh my god, that couldn't be any easier. I literally just said "laura is sitting out." HAHA. Bitch, I don't like you, and I for sure wasn't going to let you become valuable for the tribe. That's MY pre-merge strategy. I acted like that wasn't personal, but it totally was or I would of just shut my mouth and let someone else post who's sitting out.

I could tell that she was pissed and I just loved it. Very subtle, she got angry, she couldn't do nothing about it.

Later on she came to me and started being like "I think I got this too far, I don't want us to be ennemies, blah blah blah". I just loved it. She's been ignoring me since day one and now she's kissing my shoes. I still don't give a fuck about her. That just shows she's scared of me.

She got ties somewhere else already for sure. If she's going to play this comfort card, that's her game, and all it will do is make it easier the day she has to be blindsided.

By the end of the challenge, we were so close to lose that we were already talking about tribal council. I spoke to Rafe and Adam and it looks like Gina might be the one in trouble if we were to lose. I didn't want to bring up her name by myself because I wasn't sure if she had ties or no, but if people are ready to toss her name around, then I guess it's a good target.

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[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode III
"Rainbows and Unicorns"



This round went quite fast, because as always, we won immunity, didn't have to worry about tribal... And on top of that, I managed to get a fire crystal! That's amazing! I was desesperate trying to get at least one crystal and now I have one! I need more in my bag!

Talking about other crystals, I am a bit sad to see that I didn't get neither water, nor the wind and not even the Earth! It's all in somebody else's bag! Major eye roll. I hope it's people from other tribe because that will be someone easier to target. However, I suspect Gina to have gotten more than one fire crystal on her, that's just my gut. If it's not now it's gonna be later, but I have this impression.

Once we got back to camp, the tribe started cheering and all of that and be like oooh Nyonni Nation we will so stick together and all of this and all of that. I don't care about our stupid nation, it's totally fake and everything and I have no serious ties with anyone here and we are day ten something? It's clear that I don't owe anything to anyone from our tribe. Look at the episode 2 title, it says: Parental Discretion Advice! Okay I'll look crazy here but I doubt it's the men tribe doing sexe together or the women tribe doing sexe together, it clearly has to do with Nyonni, no? Unless of course there is cross-tribal communication, but then we'll figure it out at the merge.

I don't think it would be smart of me to "flip" on the tribe. Because I did spend time with them that I didn't spend with the other tribes, so I still need to keep them for at least a while, but do I have loyalty to them? Absolutely not. And even if I told them I was loyal and all, I'm just not. So far I still did not post any screennames so that gives me a chance to lay low despite my challenge strength. The minute we go tribal or almost lose a challenge, I hop on there and start talking to people live, I have this impression that I'm just doing it right.

Well finally, can we just have a fucking swap so I can stop having the impression that I talk in a loop effect? Geez. LOL

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[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode IV
"Better Tongue Than The Devil Himself"



We started the round with a swap! That was great and I was very happy with my new tribe. I finally don't feel in danger anymore with this new one. On top of that, the original green tribe has complete majority, so there is always that to back us up.

Challenge wise, we seem to be strong, but ironically, we lost.

For the first time, we had to pull game talk. I first concocted a deal Gina, because I figured like she just isn't really the most popular and she doesn't seem like caring enough about the game to take me out because I am a threat.

Then, there is Rafe whom randomly told me he considered me his closest ally, we never really talked about an alliance, but okay, that's great to hear.

We had two new people: Matt and Boo. So we have to choose between both of them. At first, people were just going like, "i dont know which way to go", Matt and Boo were trying to beg me to make a move and everything. Please, I'm not going to kill green tribe because that includes killing me later on, I'm not that stupid. So I just told them let's vote Matt and they all went yup yup yup.

So the choice to be made was either: Keep Boo because he's stronger for challenges or vote him out because he might be in a good position within the original blue tribe. Matt threw him under the bus on how they had an alliance of four: Matt, Marcus, Rob and Boo. Yay, information!

So now my biggest concern is Natalie over the new green tribe. She's like, completely alone, she seems in trouble, and I kind of don't want to give away my fire crystal when I'm not even sure she would still stay..

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[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode V
"Strategy Is Taboo"


When Boo swapped to the other tribe with his wind crystal, I had three expressions at once: shock, relief, unrelief. I am shocked to find out HE had that crystal, I am NOT relieved that we lost one member from our tribe making it more complicated if we go tribal. BUT I AM RELIEVED the wind crystal is OUT. It's like you get happy and not happy all at once. The Human brain is special, yeah.

Down to four people, we were more determined than ever to make sure we are not losing! The last thing I want is for a green to go, we are no doubt going to be targets at the merge, so the more we postpone one of our elimination, the better our chances are not to have our faith falling in other people's hands.

I think I am in a comfortable position in my tribe, it's clear that voting me out at this point would be idiotic. Strategy is Taboo though! We are just four so it's always dangerous to talk strategy too early and give people the time to think too much. At this point, I would rather vote Brandon out because I'm closer to Rafe and Gina and I trust them more. As long as I get at least Gina's vote, that should work I guess.

Now, Natalie from Nyonni is safe, which is good, because I prefered the blue tribe to go. I would rather see Laura go than Natalie. Or maybe it's going to be somebody else? We'll see!

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[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode VI
"Sacrify One of Our Lambs"



All this mud on me just represents the exhaustion of the challenge!

First event, we find out that Adam was voted out to the other tribe. I didn't really like to see that happening because seeing green people go is starting to stress me out a little bit! Because green people, in a way would be "needing my vote" at the merge, while both other tribes just don't, and if I'm a threat then that's not good for me. Laura told me that she got lied and the vote was 4-2. No idea if I can really believe this, because the minute she went Tribal council I asked her again if she was safe and she went like "i think so"... We'll see! If she survives then I need to figure out who her numbers are!

Over to the Nyonni tribe, Natalie is, as usual, begging for our fire crystals. This girl is just so selfish, I can't believe it! If our tribe goes tribal council, it is one percent guaranteed that one green goes home! She's in the tribe where there is the best possibility for a green to stay... And then here she goes asking for fire crystals, she's such a liar. I don't believe a word that she needs them. I made sure Gina knew that she was begging for a fire crystal so that she doesn't fall for the same thing.

Anyways even if she needed it, I wouldn't give it out. HAHAHA. Okay maybe I'm the one selfish after all! Plus, I think that Natalie might have a crystal. Just maybe.

The entire challenge, everyone, including Natalie, literally jumped on our throats, that was disgusting! I already have a taste of a difficult merge. They will try to woop our fire crystals as fast as possible and they will probably start by me. There will be some serious work to do...

The challenge was like Working For Free! We knew we would be losing and we still just kept throwing boomerangs, that was awful, at least they shortened our agony pretty quick...

On our tribe, it's clear that I would rather vote out Brandon, and I did point out to both Gina and Rafe, everytime we've been doing a challenge, he was just never around and like, he's just a dead weight you know...

In the first minute we saw the next clue for the Wind Crystal, I jumped onto the password board and quickly unlocked it to try Kelly Bruno. She was my first idea last round and when I saw "5-1" (The vote count at her re-vote), I went YEA THAT'S HER, And host plays a joke on me and types a scroll down. I was all excited because I thought it was a crystal picture not loading... Shame on me! Also Rafe has found the wind crystal. That's funny, I told him the final clue so that he hurries to post a guess before the others, and he tells me he's gonna try Ashley Trainer. And like, 40 minutes later I get a flash thinking "Hey wait a minute, why is Rafe not telling me it's incorrect like usual?" So I ask him and he goes "wink". Of course I had to ask him, had I not he would of just said nothing. But in a way it just means he can't lie to me without at least having a fear of me figuring it out!

For this tribal council, I just hope that Rafe and Gina are not going to turn on me in any ways. I think it would be a great mistake on their part if they did, because I do intend staying loyal to them for the long run, and Brandon is a liability, he has no crystals, has not grown on us in any ways, we have no choice than to Sacrify One Of Our Lambs!

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[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode VII
"Starting Over With Strangers"



Once again, everything has shifted and we were divided into two new tribes. A part of me is happy because now I'm no longer stuck in a small tribe of three where I have to make a decision, but now I am starting over with strangers...

With all what happened at the last challenge, I'm quite worried they could still come after the original Nyonni. I've showed off as a threat so far and I think at this point it went unnoticed. I'm still think about... will I need it once we merge or is it best to find a way that will make people forget? Hard to decide... But we're not there yet, so procrastinating this shit.

We have four Nyonni left, I think Rafe and Gina are trustable, but I don't think I can say the same thing to Natalie, I don't think my links to her are as strong as it should be, she never talked to me about any alliances and you can't have no alliance at this point in the game. I think she works with the girls, and that's what worries me. Down the road, I see that she will become a threat to me and I don't think it will be easy to find votes against her because she works with people I work with...

I won a water crystal and I am still not sure if I tell people or not. If I tell Rafe, maybe he has other closest allies who doesn't need to know. Like Natalie for instance. I wouldn't like her to know I have these crystals or then she could see me coming or stop me before I can stop her. I think I'll keep that information to myself unless circumstances make it so I have to say it.

The minute we set feet on the beach, Corinne came to me and started plotting against the guys. That was so quick that it felt genuine. The thing is if I work with them, then I can gain their trust for the merge and play it up once we get there.

There is no way I will let them take control over the game unless it happens that someone gets dumb and doesn't go through my plans.. That's Survivor, it is known that there are plenty of shitty players. But maybe the cards will fall just right.

What I know is Corinne is really after Rob, so maybe for the merge I could just keep both of them for as long as I can and make sure they never succeed taking each other out. That will create a distraction while I bring my closer allies to the end, and then take it home. That's partially my long-term game plan.

Short-term, I think I need to gain their trust, read through them, gather information, and make sure I make it all in once piece to the merge.

I've also spoken to Gina just a little bit and she said the girls over there also want to work against the guys. So yeah, of course, these others girls over there have the same plans as the girls over here, hehe. That doesn't go unnoticed with me.

But what's weird is how Brenda wants to work with me, her, Rafe. She only said "us three" at first. I HAD TO tell her What about Corinne before she adds Kat, and then Corinne, and then just doesn't speak about Stephanie or Morgan. That did not feel genuine, she just wanted to gain good graces from me and Rafe. I'm no dummy.

Now for tribal council the vote seems to be Zane. But I'm always worried when we go tribal. At no point can I really go "blindsided", because I am never too cocky. They could be playing us just to make sure that I don't play a crystal, an idol or something. So I was thinking, if they split the vote, would be between me and Rafe? If I vote Rafe, and they did split the votes between me and him, then that could save me, and Rafe would go! But if none of this happened, and voted that way, I find myself in a tricky position, where if people actually do ask too many questions they could eventually figure I did that vote. There is a lot of thinking to do... If Zane goes, then a secret vote on Rafe wouldn't hurt! Just a security measure isn't it?

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[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode VIII
"Jump Off A Cliff"



WOAH! These votes were crazy and I nearly got voted off! I knew something was up and had I gotten an idol I was definitely coming up with it. That paranoia was for sure founded, but at least I was one vote short and stayed! Their stupid plan literally, fell in ruins. Their gameplay is shit.

My name is not dumb Eddie and I don't go like "AHH, three votes on me, I don't care let's just sit here like a fucking idiot." I WANT to put a finger on what happened and I WANT to know what's up next. So I immediately went over to Rafe because the way he was talking I knew he knew something.

That's where he told me that Brenda had been hiding from Corinne because she was trying to get rid of me. She concocted a plan to try and get me out of here because of my fire crystal. Bitch, you have one too. I have done nothing to sound distrustful to her because clearly I'm not loyal to anyone so even if I'm allied to Rafe and the rest of Nyonni doesn't mean I'm going to be a moron and give them my game. You just burned a bridge. Somebody who voted for you once will eventually vote for you again. There is no exception to this.

Right before I question Corinne, Natalie tells me how Corinne came to her and just told her like everything about the vote and how she would tell me that she split the votes. (Natalie also told me she had the water crystal so as soon as I heard that, I thought, shut up about your water one, pete, the team has one now! ) Then Corinne started lying to my face and say that it was a vote split and blah blah blah.

Eddie and Zane were also involved in this. So I went over to Eddie, questioned him too, and that's when he started denying any kind of implication in that vote. I'm going to quote my comment on our convo: "This guy is a complete idiot. He literally lied to my face like a completely ignorant player. I think he's got the IQ of a five-year old boy who lies about taking a cookie in the cookie jar. Talking about cookie jar, you got your hand caught in the cookie jar. You're dead to me. Oh damn, I just realized Abi has totally corrupted me!"

Which leaves Brenda and Kat who apparently voted to keep me. I sent at least a pm to Kat saying thank you and how I would owe her that, because this girl is just like never around...

Then I questionned Brenda. That's where it got interesting because she was being pretty reserved about throwing Corinne under the bus. It's clear to me that she doesn't want to burn her bridge with her, so I'm staying careful with this.

Apparently also that Rafe wants it to be me, brenda, Kat, him, Natalie and Gina. I don't trust that. Somebody there's gonna flip on one of their green, there is no doubt.

Coming into the challenge, I absolutely wanted to win because I didn't know if people like Brenda wouldn't just change their mind and switch against me. And we pulled it off when... the other tribe conceeded. So here I come, merge!

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[Ted Rogers]

That's awesome, btw have you told ANYONE about your water crystal?

[Pete Yurkowski]

Absolutely no one, so if somebody's talking about my water crystal, they only assume I do because I do good in puzzles. By the way read the first post of my thread.

If you delete, I will add this in my confessional.

[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode IX
"All You Have Left Is Your Basic Intuition"



So all of a sudden, we were shocked by a twist where everyone would be teamed in pairs! I think it is interesting, because this way if people all want to jump on me they have to jump on Natalie as well and it doesn't mean I'm leaving unless I'm losing to a tie-breaker challenge. Whom, if I lose, I can only blame myself!

I knew coming into the merge that people had put me in guard with Mariano and that he was gunning for Nyonni for a long time because of our fire crystals. This guy is so lunatic... Corinne has one and there are more girls around! That's when you see these girls are just playing all over the place! But I think that making moves is a bit complicated because once you pick a target to go, it could be either one of them... so it's like pretty much Roll the Dice game.. And you burn bridge with two people rather than one, hence why I might just vote for Eddie & Rob no matter whether they have an idol or not. If they idol me out, then it will be a tie-breaker and if Natalie goes then whatever... I know I'm not her number one lol.

Gina and I both discussed how Natalie was being shady and that girls were playing all over the place. I hope she keeps that for herself but meh, there are 12 people, I don't think it would be smart for me Gina right now to go and tell everyone these kind of things. If I open my mouth it will for other things.

Because we are a team, I feel like I can be a big mouth because I'm like 50% safe. Hahaha, it could come back and bite me in the butt the next round but I'll just try to slack it by the end of the round. I just want to see what makes people react, and so far, the bite isn't too good. People are really brain washed by some people! Hahaha. That's one of the reasons why I'm keeping my water crystal a complete secret, and I have not showed anyone. Hopefully I can gather a Earth and a Wind one so I could get myself a secret idol that nobody would know about. Well of course people would speculate about me having it, but jesus, if they speculate about it I better have one for real!

If I had to pick a person to go, it would be either Eddie or Corinne. They both proved to be voting against me and it's just a matter of time before they do again.

While people are thinking "it's rob going, it's rob going" blah blah blah, well, I'm thinking behind the curtains "its gonna be eddie" "its gonna be eddie". Or in the worse case we could vote Boo/Corinne and hopefully it would be Corinne... But I would like it to be Eddie for now, I don't want to talk to him again.

If Rob gets an idol, then whatever, people are going to jump on him soon and that could be used as a distraction for another plan.

Other than Corinne & Eddie, there are key players in the game I am worried about: Brenda, just because she seems to know way too much and she is being reserved about information with me. She tells everything to Rafe but not to me! There is Natalie, she's like just so not worried at all, never really spoke about an individual alliance with me, so I just figure she's got my death date in mind already.

I would love to think there is a "safe way" of turning things around, but it's not easy. As a player you walk and play through both right and fake information. All you have left is your basic intuition, and it's not always the best asset when paranoia gets to you! I would say if I keep doing my things then things should just fall in line.

That's why I'm trying to talk more to Boston Rob, try to get him more on my side, so that the day they vote for him, he's going to go like "bastards, they voted me and lied to me!" So whether he votes for me or not tonight, I can't let that climb to my head too fast. I've only had one conversation with him.

There is also Boo who I would like to talk to again, but he has been missing in action lately. Whenever I can talk to him, I think that he could be used as a link with Rob.

Ah, I didn't speak about the challenge.. I am so frustrated how Natalie had to go and we could not win this, I had so many words I'm sure I could of caught up on blue team and actually be part of the winning team, screw it.. I felt so smart with my aa word that means lava and that could be found plenty of times in the grid. I simply gave my idea away to Rafe, did the word count, I have no idea, it better have. xD

My vote just goes towards Rob/Eddie, I just don't see why it would be directed to somebody else. If they play an idol, so be it, I would love to see it get played.

I am not campaigning, whether I'm the vote or not, just let things go and let people target each other. My job, it's to make people know "I know they're coming after me". Question them: "hi. I would like to ask a straight up question to you Morgan, are you with those who are voting against me or not? I haven't been able to talk to you yet!" Sometimes these kind of questions are so direct and plenty of things can happen: They can be honest and you get the information you need, they could lie and it sucks, or paranoia could get to them! What do I have to lose with this? If I just keep my mouth shut, she would still vote for me if she is, no? Whatever I know, I always repeat to myself, Pete, you can speak crap how much you want right now, Natalie will just pay for it if it goes wrong! It's like when you're a kid and you could break all neighboor's windows with your ball and you're never paying anything. If I could get back in time, and knew all what we could do and not be responsible... I would not be so kind.

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[Ted Rogers]

Best confessional yet, you seem VERY confident you could beat Natalie in a tiebreaker!

[Pete Yurkowski]

Episode X
"The First Chapter Of A Military Campaign"

Coming from tribal, I was relieved. Eddie laid his torch down, and just like I wanted, Eddie walked out the tribal council. He was my threat of mine and nobody else's, and he went home. Good for me! That's one less person I have to worry about.

Also, even though Rob voted for me, I just knew last round it was important of me to try and talk to him, even if he just ends up voting for me, I knew that if he ended up getting the most votes, then he would go right back to me and start being more real, and that's what happened.

We actually shared a lot of information, and quickly aligned up. I don't trust the rest of the people here. They're all a bunch of shady bitches, bitches fucking bitches.

Rafe wants to make it seem like I am his right-hand man since day one. The thing is, maybe he is not with me but actually more with Natalie and Brenda, or he is with me but wants to drag me like he's my daddy. Um, no, that's not how it's working with me!
You don't drag me, I drag you. If you don't follow through, you'll get your throat slitched.

So me and Rob started scheming pretty fast, and he got himself an infinity crystal plus wind and earth that he already had! So I told him about my water crystal and it could be used to form an idol. That's just fucking great right now, because that means
we could have the following weapons: an idol & an extra vote! The problem is at first, we didn't seem to have the numbers, and we knew that Brenda was linked to a lot of people.

However, I know that to my knowledge, people aren't big fans of Corinne, and on top of that, she's like my own threat, right? Just like Eddie! So I convinced him, well, convinced... it actually IS true and strategic: Corinne can be taken out with votes while other women might require an idol or an extra vote to get out of here. So if we just play it smart, let Corinne go for now, it will drain the girls (and rafe who is somehow related to them), down one numbers without having to use any of our powers!

So of course, I've let Rob start the campaign a little, I didn't want to get the title of traitor, right? I'm already privileged enough to know at least a few things like the votes, I'm not going to burn all these access up. I knew that because of our talks to the other tribe that Rafe would most likely be interested into voting for Corinne, and he is! The problem is then he wanted to tell Natalie, I'm like... here we go... information is going to circulate all over the place.... major eye roll. It appears like we have Stephanie
with us but I didn't get a confirmation from her about it.

We were not really done strategizing when we were at the challenge, I was trying to stir time up as much as I could so that people have less time to open their big fucking mouth. For
my strategy at the challenge... hahaha, it's like, the only period of time I had to do the challenge was the night before. I had the time to do nearly two hours before Brenda knocks my fucking tower down. And then, I went invisible, and just made everyone believe I'm looking at the board! LOL. Basically, I've been away the entire night with a nice sleep, Woke in the morning to do a check up, Went to work, came back home to dinner to just check, posted something to make it seems like I was still around, went back to work, and that's it, I won. ROFL.

The reason I wanted to win this one is because, it's the first chapter of a military campaign. And the first chapter will determine who can be trusted and where the real adversaries are. And if our campaign against Corinne fails, I don't want to be the one paying the price! If it does succeed, then I will be at least a bit more confident that we actually do have ground
to play this military campaign. Conquering everyone and come out on top, if you don't want to rely on luck and other people's words, it's a very tough mission, but I love anything that
has to do strategic gameplay, otherwise I would just not play.

To get to the end, I need to cut links that ties people up, for instance, we need to separate Brenda from Rafe down the road, and Natalie from Rafe... Stephanie from Rafe & Rob, etc, etc...
Just to make sure that people always have a reason to keep me around. I also have to win as many challenges as I can, there is no point in throwing them, if people trust you, you can
win how many challenges you want, they won't get rid of you period. Everytime I have a chance, I also have to slay whoever is the most likely to write my name down soon, and this person is
Corinne.

Around last minute, something came up... It was that Stephanie (Or Rafe that blames her?) TOLD BRENDA.. Right, and then of course Brenda AGREES with it. What the hell? I hate when
everything goes back to her, I hate it, she's the viper queen and Rob really better stay because I WANT to kick Brenda and the only way to do so is with a pending idol! What I'm worried of is what if Brenda gives Corinne an idol and Corinne idols Rob out.. that would piss me OFF. And on top of that, Corinne hasn't been online in AGES, what if she's just there, pretending not to be around at time to play an idol but actually had it figured it out
from the start and already voted with an idol in play? Okay, I'm going far, but these are all possibilities I'm considering. I have immunity and I'm already nerve-wracking. Geez, you imagine without it?

And now Rob is like asking me my crystals because he absolutely wants to play an idol, I'm like whaaaat? I know, it's a possibility that he goes, HOWEVER, with all the information that we have right now, I think that if we waste that idol, then we look ten time more idiots than if we just got blindsided. Let's face it, I had words from almost everyone that it was Corinne, they could lie, but it would take SO MANY flippers, that chances are pretty thin.

And for the idol, are they really going to help her get one? She's definitely a waste to their "alliance", so I think this again are being good chances she won't come up with one.

I will feel bad if I had a shot saving Rob with an idol, but I'm so willing to take out Brenda ASAP that I don't wanna play an idol on CORINNE... It's stupid. We gotta keep the grenade
for the CENTER, not for a corner, right?

And when I was basically almost finished with this confessional it looks like Brenda told Rob how she was gonna go after me and Gina next round and she was already plotting like a complete dumbass. So why play an idol now, just no.. let's stick to the Corinne vote it's safer. Unless they take out Gina? But well, I love Gina but I THINK I'm able to play without her, I would hate it but I think I could still continue... I just hope it's not Rob. Here is the military plan... now we just need to know if it works out!

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[Ted Rogers]

I love how you got all this planned out. Could you explain that picture you made? What are the weapon trades, Crystals? Why is Brenda circled? I am assuming the red lines are connecting players you think have alliances?