Marcus' Confessional

[Marcus Lehman]

^ World's longest confessional

[Ted Rogers]

Do the girls know the wind crystal was actually yours or do they think Boo found it?

[Marcus Lehman]

I think that some people suspect that Rob or I gave it to Boo. Rafe mentioned something about thinking that. So, I assume he's told them his suspicions.

[Amanda Kimmel]

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Who would you vote off if you go to Tribal? Brenda, Nat, or someone else?

[Marcus Lehman]

It would definitely be Nat at this point. We've got no future working with her, that's for sure. There is a possibility, however slim that we can convince Brenda/Corinne to work with us. Emphasis on the slim. We are going with the "don't waste your crystal" angle. Because even if the tie worked and it was 4 boys vs. 3 girls and a crystal, the next tribal we'd be in the same position. If they save the crystal, they have potential allies and who knows when a swap/the next loss would be. It's going to be our argument at this point.

[Marcus Lehman]

---Round Six---

This round was less eventful then the last one, but still had enough drama to keep things spicy. Somehow even though my tribe has yet to go to tribal council we seem to be a black hole for drama. No matter what we do we can't escape it, and all the other tribes seem to know what is going on in our tribe when even we don't seem to.

This we the drama centered around some ridiculous comments that Gina made. Here's the thing about Gina. She's a raging bitch to everyone. That's the simple fact of things. I've never spoken to her because as I've said before I don't talk to people not on my tribe, but everything she posts in challenge and other threads makes me want to throat punch her. What pissed me off this week was that during that brutal ninja star challenge (sorry "boomerang") she had the gall to accuse the guys on our tribe of throwing the challenge. When, in fact, her tribe was the one that went hardcore to weaken our tribe and then had the nerve to openly accuse us of throwing it. GTFO.

I'm not really a challenge throwing type, and I don't think a single person on our tribe really feels safe in the events of our 7 going to tribal so we all really fought hard to win this one. I really hope that Nat, Brenda, and whatsherface aren't stupid enough to think we actually were trying to throw anything. Because that's stupid. It took everything I had not to make some snide comment once we won the challenge (handily).

But both blue and yellow are going to tribal. My hope is that Laura goes home on blue, but Eddie wouldn't be an altogether awful alternative. The guys have a big target on them, and losing one more person would make us look weaker and maybe help out in some small way. As for the yellow tribe, I sort of don't care. It will probably be Brandon or Rafe. I want to trust Rafe, who I actually do really like but he's shifty as hell and is always trying to milk me for information without ever giving me anything. I'm not a cow. I'm done answering his questions until he's willing to share info equally. We'll just talk movies more.

As for my own tribe, it's still chaos. Boo and Rob are my #1 alliances but we are far from unified since Boo wants to go with Nat/Rafe and Rob wants to go with the ladies. It puts me in a tough spot. I sort of don't think either option is good for us, and don't see myself lasting more than 3-4 votes tbh. I'm the unsocial challenge threat. Easy target. But if there is a swap/shrinking down to two tribes I'll try to work it. Every perceives me as a follower and stupid strategically, which may be true in a lot of ways but hopefully I'll know to make the right move when it comes.

I'm sort of ready for a change of scenery. Both Boo and Rob are frustrating me at this point, so I don't know. One of them going would probably benefit me because it removes a bit of the target off my back. I'm going to continue to try and be charming but I just don't have the energy anymore. I'm so ready for a swap, even one that wouldn't benefit me. Let's milkshake this game up.