Final 8

[Boo Bernis]

Rob has shown me some good grace and I feel bad about betraying his trust here.

I'll have ways to justify it I think, but ultimately this is why I don't play villainous because I just can't...it's not in me. I'm not going to flip back, but boy will I have a crap load to clean up after this round is over whether Kat goes or Steph goes. I'm just hoping it isn't me although I'm sure Pete wants it to be right now.

Gosh, this game is hard haha

Prepare for the storm.

[Boo Bernis]

Too much guilt...I can hardly take it all haha

When I do this...yeah, I'll probably lose a lot of support from the Jury...so is that worth bringing Nat to the end and possibly handing her the game?

Sigh...I already know Rob is going to be very bitter.

[Boo Bernis]

Well I guess my worries were correct. Gina didn't follow through which sucks.

She moved herself up in a good amount of ranks. I lost my spot for Natalie and now I don't know if I'll be able to get back in.

The best thing I can think of is use all the info I have and just turn people against each other. I have ways of justifying what I did but I'm not sure that will be enough. We'll see.

Scramble time.

[Boo Bernis]

This is bad news for me.

Somehow Rob is still very much like...on my side. I don't get it. He distrusts me but trusts me at the same time. It's crazy.

This road from here on out won't be easy for me, but I have a few things that I could say in order to keep myself in good graces.

I need to make it seem like I did it to help Pete, to make sure Rob was my final 2 instead of Steph, and that Nat lied to me and told me these things.

I will for sure though tell them Gina told me she was voting with the girls. She put me in this situation and I think it was to purposefully screw me over.

I'm not going to play around. My best bet is with Steph and Rob at the end, but next round is a new round to try and flip the script. The issue is that Rob and Pete will have crystals so no matter what we do, they will have the upper hand next round I think. (I fricken hate the crystals by the way..)

Which makes me think this is the last round to do anything about this situation, but maybe I just go with my original final 4 and just let Pete die and let him regret his decision to stay. We'll see...I need to think.

But if I vote Steph again and then she doesn't go home....it's all over for me!

[Boo Bernis]

This is the hardest dilemma I think I've ever had to do in a game.

I have no clue which way to swing. If it ties again, I don't have much hope in Kat that she'd win...then Rob and co still have crystals which means they'll take out whoever. I mean, I might still be safe, but I'd hate for Gina to get in with them simply because I made a bad move for a few friends.

If I want to win this game, I think I need to vote Kat out even though I told her I wouldn't. This circumstance sucks balls!

But if Gina and Morgan do vote with the girls, that means, assuming no crystals are used again, that the tie will still happen. In this scenario, I'd hope Kat wins and I will still get what I wanted while looking great in Pete and Rob's eyes.

Then I can flip back and forth and just do my work. But, I think my best play might actually be to go with Rob and Steph to finals.

I think I would then have Rafe, Nat, Gina, Morgan, and Kat;s votes...at least at the beginning. I plan to say something to Pete that might swing me into his corner again. We'll see. I need to play this round very subtle and just back away.

Rob says he'll do the talking and take the heat off me...great!!! I have homework to do and finals to study so that sounds great to me! Let him air my dirty laundry and I'll sit back and focus on what actually matters! =P

This will suck to vote Kat though, but praying Gina and Morgan vote Steph!!!