Kat's Katty Konfessions

[Ghandia Johnson]

Mar 28, 2013 23:56:45 GMT -5 Kat Edorsson said:

And for my own version of addicting songs:

I love this song!

[Kat Edorsson]

I could listen to it over and over!

[Kat Edorsson]

it is so nice to finally have won a challenge. i was somewhat afraid i would of gotten voted out had we lost. while i'm on good terms with brenda, and good terms with steph as well, i never see corinne or morgan on aim much. the other day when i tried to IM corrine she ignored me 90% of the conversation. when i told brenda she thinks its because she's bitter that i stayed over danni and now has this personal vendetta against me. i've tried with morgan as well but the other day she had imed me and then left right after i said hi. i think a bit part of it is that i'm busy when they're online and vice versa because of the time zone differences.

i'm a bit worried about steph down the line, she seems to be one of those people that likes everybody and has a hard time voting out those that she becomes close to. which is hard in this game when you're friends with everybody, at some point somebody has to get voted out and i'd hate to be the one she chooses for that for whatever her reasoning may be.

i wished i would of had more time to work on the challenge last night, but luckily we still won anyway. i tried to do the 5th puzzle but it was a pain in the ass. i had the highest score til corinne got super competitive and purposely beat my score, and then when i was talking to steph last night she mentioned that she got a better score than that so i knew i wouldnt of been able to beat it so i just went with those that i was good at. luckily we were still able to pull off a win. of course i'm sure that half my tribe doesn't see me as having contributed a lot at least i know corinne probably thinks that. whatever, we'll just vote her out sooner or later.

[Kat Edorsson]

another song i'm addicted to and somewhat of a guilty pleasure:

[Kat Edorsson]

I've found out that Adam wants me out. No idea why, maybe he thinks he knows who I am. Whatever. I guess he probably doesn't expect everybody to tell me that he wants me out though.

I've gotten quite close with Laura, and despite people not liking her, I think she could be an asset to us at least for now. Brenda and Corinne were trying to get Morgan to start talking to Eddie so he can help us vote out Adam and Laura. In reality, I'd rather vote out Adam first and then hopefully somehow work Laura in from there with an all girls thing and get rid of Eddie. I mean in reality, he's on his phone all the time so how much help can he be? Especially since I don't think he has a normal AIM app on a smart phone.

When Steph told me about how Adam wants to vote me out to split up myself, Steph and Morgan she said she tried to convince him to vote out Eddie instead but that he was adamant about voting for me. So I told her we can tell him that she's fine with voting for me or something, then we try and get Eddie to vote for Adam since Brenda said he wants to get rid of all original green (i.e. Adam) and then I'll tell Laura since she's probably with Adam that we're voting for Eddie. Granted none of this is even needed anymore since Steph won the challenge for us, but at least we have a plan for next round if we lose.

I'm really glad that we won, it means we don't have to worry for another round and we don't have to stress. It's getting a bit annoying though with Brenda and Natalie because they expect me to do whatever they want to help their games out, but in reality I'm also playing this for me not for them so I'm not going to bend over backwards to do every single thing that they want just because it will further their alliance. This is especially true with Brenda because she wants me to get rid of Laura because her and Corinne don't like her or don't think they can use her. But news flash! I can't stand Corinne and Corinne can't stand me, so I'm obviously going to need to seek out another ally for the future.

[Kat Edorsson]

Another song i'm addicted to:

[Kat Edorsson]

It really sucks that we lost. Especially since I feel like I'm a target due to Adam. I know that we came up with a plan last round just in case, but still. It's not fun to feel like you're such a target just because somebody doesn't like you for whatever reason. Not like he's talked to me, and now since I'm his #1 target I haven't gone out of my way to be exactly welcoming to him. I also feel like I'm a target since I was the better choice of a person to compete in the challenge over Eddie since I'm at least somewhat competent but I couldn't get a decent score on that game no matter how hard I tried and I knew nobody would want to do the challenge before 3 PM EST.

We're planning on voting out Adam this round between me, Morgan and Steph. Steph put the fear of God into Eddie earlier and she thinks that she might have gotten him to vote with us as well. She mentioned that she thought the had said something to him that would make him vote with us but she didn't elaborate and she wasn't in the best mood after losing the challenge so I didn't ask. I plan on telling Laura is she asks me that we're voting for Eddie just in case she's aligned with Adam. I don't think she's actually aligned with him but I'm not taking any chances. If she gets pissed then ohh well she'll have to get over it. We have a legit excuse as to why we weren't planning on telling her.

When I was talking to Brenda on the phone earlier she mentioned how she thinks it would be ideal if my tribe just keeps losing. She's lucky we don't live in the same town LOL. I hate to break it to her but I plan on giving this next challenge my all because I'm beyond sick of losing. IDC who's in jeopardy on other tribes. In reality I'd really like Gina's tribe to lose again; I think it'd be interesting to see who they would vote out.

[Kat Edorsson]

Oh! and I forgot to include my song in my actual post. It's not a youtube link because it's not officially released yet but I'm going to have this song on repeat for quite a while!

theluck.buzznet.com/user/journal/17318220/listen-heres-never-growing-up/

Follow the link & click the play button on the song player underneath the single image

[Kat Edorsson]

So I purposely threw this challenge this afternoon. I could of easily sat there and tried to get the two of them out as best as I could while they were both waiting out their 3 hours but since all I've heard this round is how Brenda and Natalie are in trouble and I should throw the challenge etc. I figured I better go for it since I don't want to lose such a close ally and I don't wanna hear it if one of em gets voted out and it's because I could of prevented it.

I went to Eddie earlier and asked him who he thought we should vote out. He suggested Laura since she did nothing in the challenge and myself, Eddie and Steph held our own as best we could. I agreed because if we don't merge next round, or swap then we need our stronger players not somebody who is only going to give minimally to our chances at winning.

The newest gossip on the streets is that Steph is really working with the boys, wow like I didn't just tell Brenda that what like 4 rounds ago? Or when the game started? I've felt she was being a bit sketchy from the very beginning. She calls me and goes "yeah you're right she's working with Rob from the beginning." UM helloooo, trust my instincts! I think I know what I'm talking about.

Regardless, we're planning on getting rid of her at some point on merge but this tribal is going to determine when we get rid of her. I plan on asking her if she thinks we should vote out Eddie or Laura and if she says Eddie then obviously she's working more with us, but if she says Laura then she's more with the boys. Either way she's not somebody that we're going to need to keep around for long.

I'd personally rather get rid of Laura, I really like Eddie and he's not much of a threat that he'll be able to get rid of later. When I was fishing for information on who he might of been aligned with from his tribe and such to see if there is this big major boys sticking together thing that everybody's so paranoid about, I pretended that I was on the outs of my tribe before and he said that he was the same way on his previous tribe. I do believe that he's telling the truth mainly because he wasn't very active in the first few rounds of the game so I'm sure he didn't get a chance to make too many alliances.

There will be more to go with this as soon as I talk to Steph. I haven't seen her on aim yet which makes me think that she might be avoiding all of us. Hard to say, since I have class all day tomorrow I'll have to make two votes and then let ya'll know which one to use if she contacts me tomorrow.

[Kat Edorsson]

I just LOL'd when I saw my last confessional on how I would give the challenge my all. I guess I had a change of heart overnight.

[Kat Edorsson]

While on the phone with Brenda:

Me: How is the jigsaw puzzle for this challenge?
Brenda: awful that's why I'm not doing it, but not something I'd do for fun.
Me: None of this is stuff we'd d for fun I think we need to get our heads examined.

LOL, I love our phone convos.

[Kat Edorsson]

I still can't get over how stupid Morgan is. It's not like she's even on a tribe without any allies, at least then I could understand her reasoning behind it. But no, she gets all worried for no reason because she doesn't talk to anybody, and goes and ruins everybody else's game. Good thing Brenda and I are at least in good terms with most of the guys on our tribe, I think at this point even if we told them we were ax murders they wouldn't care.

I haven't heard from Steph since we switched tribes again, which isn't too surprising. Now that she's with her alll time favorite boy there Rob, we probably won't hear from her again. At least not until she needs something in which case I'll pretend I don't speak English or something. I'm not an ally that you can pretend to like only when it's best for her. Brenda was telling me that she doesn't see Steph as being uber interested in the game anymore, which is fine with me because she was pretty shady right from the beginning. I think she's just a bit mad now because we've all caught on to her. To my knowledge, I don't think she even responded to any of what Morgan did when Morgan was telling us in our original blast group we had going from when the game started.

From what I've heard, this vote is going to be a tricky one. Apparently if we vote out Rafe, which Brenda wants to do to an extent because she's pissed that he told Natalie that he has two crystals but didn't tell her. Puhhhleaaseeee, this isn't high school.. get over the petty games and just move on from it. Who cares that he didn't tell you? For right now, he's one of the best allies we have and I actually legit like him. Like not even fake like him. Of course he has scored bonus points with me for liking Avril, but still. He's easy to talk to, he's working with us, and he's somewhat honest since he at least told somebody in our alliance that he has the crystals, not like he's keeping em a secret. It would be beeyooond foolish of us to blindside him right now. Like, that would be the stupidest move on our part. And apparently if we vote out Rafe, then Natalie isn't going to want to work with us. Which may or may not be a bad thing. I mean in the past she tends to play her cards too soon and get voted out early; which Brenda and I are both fully expecting to happen, but we'll see.

Now who we really plan on voting out is Zane. Which for whatever reason will piss off Corinne. I don't even get why she'd be upset about that, not like she's ever been on a tribe with him before this point, and it's not like he even really talks to anybody. I feel kinda bad because he IMed me a few minutes ago and I have yet to answer him. I mean what's the point in answering him when he's getting voted out this round. Too little too late sunshine. Of course that could be worse for me if he does for some reason stay and there's this huge tribe upset, but I doubt that would happen since I'm apart of the majority alliance. Not to mention, I can just use my charm and go "Oh, I'm soo sorry. I was logged in on my phone and didn't even see that I had a new message." That tends to work every time, and it's at least only a half lie considering I am logged in on my phone.

But back to the Corinne being pissed if we vote him out thing, I could care less if she gets pissed about it. She doesn't like me, and she's only working with me because she has to. I think at some point she's going to come after me later down the road at merge time. But if I have anything to do about it's not like she'll succeed. Therefore, I'm not taking her feelings into account as to who I vote for this round. I'm not playing the Corinne game, I'm playing the Kat game and I'm gonna do what's best for me.

[Ted Rogers]

Who DOES Corinne want to vote off and why?

[Kat Edorsson]

I'm pretty sure she wanted to vote out pete and who kows why. For her to justify it shell come up with stupid reasonings

[Kat Edorsson]

Of course I get paired with the girl who doesn't speak good English and is never online and oh yeah the same one that betrayed all of us last round that were in the girls alliance. Isn't this going to be fun. I found as many words as I can for now and uploaded half the links to her and told her what the words were so hopefully she gets on soon. I'm gonna put my other ones on here so I can post from my phone tomorrow if I need to.

My second post:

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whirlpool

My third post:

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nate

My fourth post:

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shower

My fifth post:

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river


now that that's done, i can go to bed <3